Melor is insane

Dear diary,

I supposedly feel happy. I secure a job, I'm on my way to the end of Degree live, I enjoyed my day with bae (everyday) and I hardly hit by large things that require sacrifice except for money.

But now, I am feeling tired. Too tired to live too tired to move my limbs are powerless.

My thesis process are halted. I hardly showed any progress. My intern report still unfinished. My weight keep increasing like an obese. I might be one if I take this lightly.

I am trying to stay sane, to stay relevant, to stay happy. I'm afraid if I can't control this feeling.

I lost appetite and do not know what to eat. But when I eat, I make sure I eat the whole bowl. Haihhh.. this feeling sucks.

Pray for melor please. I don't want to have any meltdown. I don't have time for that 😔