Problem ?hehe . no lah

Bismillahirahmanirrahim.
(Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani)

Assalamualaikum WBT :)

I on my twitter,facebook,tagged and tumblr.
the first thing I see is someone that tweet about cats,ehh i think it's  kittens.he or she,(unidentified) give korean names to the kittens ^_^ quite adorable kan ?hihi but I'm not the korean fan and that means I got other perception.it is quite annoying to call yr cats or pets with those korean names .Put the name as SRK,I might like it .haha

second,yesterday I have meet 3 nyah ,which is asasian guys.fyi,I got some alergic with them .hearing they said "nok,kita dok sini lah" and with make up on the face,I'm sorry to say .rasa macam nak lempang laju-laju je muka jambu kau tu.because of I'm a straight sexual orientation ,I hate to see you being like that and don't forget,kau tu jantan.bukannya betina .do remember~

third,It happens I hv to drop the Kinesiology and take it on sem 5.who cares anymore ?I don't want to give it a f**k.

lastly,
It is you who change me .don't worries .I'm not killing others,I just killing myself .

Kalau sedih,serulah DIA .

Bismillahirahmanirrahim
(Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani)

Assalamualaikum wbt and hi ;)

’Katakanlah (wahai Muhammad): Serulah nama “Allah” atau nama “Ar-Rahman” ‘ [al-Isra’ 17:110].

random post after random things that happen to me.sometimes,the tears just come down as I raise my hand to pray.kalau zaman budak-budak dulu,nak mengumpat pun boleh mengumpat dengan tuhan."Ya Allah kenapalah minah tuuu perasan gile?ishh ishh rasa menyampah mata tengok.blaa blaa bla" .muahaha now,bila hati kata "ohh shit.macam lah dia tu lebih baek sangat.nak show off lettewww~"

cepat-cepat istighfar dan husnudzhon (bersangka baek) "Islam bukan tentang aku adalah lebih sempurna daripada kau,tapi Islam adalah tentang biar aku tunjukkan apa yang baik untuk kau"

bila seseorang itu bercerita ,contohnya "semalam enn,aku dah beli tudung labuh.nanti aku nak start pakai tudung labuh" atau "aku dah pakai tudung labuh.alim kan aku?haha".itu,tak semestinya mereka nak show off yang mereka lebih baik atau apa-apa.cuma husnudzhon okay.supaya kita tidak sakit hati,dan tidak kembali menyakitkan hati orang lain.InsyaAllah.

sometimes it just enough to have Allah SWT.

p/s ; happy sya'ban,keep changing towards better,moving forward,be happy and do grateful ^^

The little changes

Bismillahirahmanirrrahim.

Assalamualaikum WBT .

credits to : Spreadsalam.com

hi ;) today is a very very good day I guess.I went to class wearing a baju kurung and tudung labuh.of course it is not tudung bulat yang selalu dipakai oleh saya dahulu .

and,my girlfriends are sooooooo excited ab that.haha obviously they're grateful enough for my little changes.Well,what to do when I am big enough to do my own decision.

I talk to my other half ab something that happen between us.and,we couldn't decide anything.tergantung sampai di bibir sahaja.dan..terus hilang.

sayang,I want to be yours..but .

p/s : sometimes,I fed up with him.but in other hand,I need him.till then,may Allah SWT bless us.

au revoir.

Cerita gembira ;)

Bismillahirahmanirrahim.
Assalamualaikum n hi love .

baru pulang ke Palam. Siyes, malas nak balik sini. Esok ada presentation lagik T.T sadis je rasa .. Esok ada neurology,tajuk : Sensory and motor pathway. yang ni xdelah kena present ke apa.. tapi kena baca notes .haiyaaa -..-" ada Clinical Condition, presentation about hyperthyroidism and Cushing's Syndrome. and lastly ,CTU ataupun nama manjanya pendidikan Islam. hehe yang ni ,I loike! Ustaz saya best and rocks :D

2 days off with my close friend, raja memang agak fun :DDDD haha the feeling still unchanged. at least :') saya sedih plus syahdu. kawan saya yang cantik,skema dan baek ni dah ada pakwe ..hehe rasa dia macam you lost some parts in her but ..ada jugak yang stay. mungkin dulu dia pure and innocent. unlike me yang dah couple berpuluh kali tapi tak pernah nak kekal.. mungkin dia akan stay pure macam tu .who knows ? Allah the almighty knows better.

cume kelmarin,rasa a bit lost :')
mungkin tak boleh terima fact yang dia dah ada boyfie atau mungkin saya ni tak suka share dengan orang laen.macam bila saya merajuk sebab Raja n sue x layan saya bercakap .haha ye ye .saya ni unpredictable tahap kegedikan and tahap ngadengade taek kuda.

dan saya bukan lesbian :D

2 days ni,nothing pun yang luar biasa .
1st days, kami tengok wayang dan makan. makan. makan dan shopping <3 hihi sukaaaaaaaaaaa sangat dekat satu kasut ni. but takde size saya.so, goodbye shoes. and then tidur hotel (??) ehh motel kot .err rumah tumpangan ?ekeke..
2nd days, g check out .then, g memanah.hihi <3 saya da jadi panah arjuna .weeeeeeeeeeeee~~~ love love love sangat menatang neh ;) bukan Rasulullah SAW pun galakkan umatumat baginda supaya belajar memanah dan menunggang kuda kan ? bukan macam my other half,sekejap sekejap ajak gi ice skating .bosan .asyik nak jatuh je ..wuuuuu~ T.T saya imbalance .harap maklum .

2nd days, tengok wayang lagik .cite brave 3D. hehe saya nanges masa tengk ctew tu .nasib baik orang laen tak perasan .buat maluu jew~ ;) after that, terus pecut balik Palam .hehe

lastly,

sila pilih bahagia.

keep smiling. keep growing. keep moving forward.
being positive is my choice and I'll always be strong and be happy :D

may Allah SWT bless our days.Amin ya Rabbalamin.

au revoir.

Palam is awesome ;p err silap!hee

ahhhh stupid !all hail Melor~

demdemdem!!!!
maaflah.otak saya sedikit serabut.haiyaaa masalah betol sobs sobs.

semalam,mak dah warning "asyik keluar je.bila mau study betulbetul ?"
alahai mak ku syggggg~keluar hari minggu.study hari-hari sampai malam aku study T.T itu pun nak marah .wuuuuuuuu~sedih ah macam ni.terus hilang rasa homesick na larikk balik rumah tu.rela aku dok sini .

what had I done to myself ?
bajet betol ayat.menyampah *lempang laju-laju* nak keluar g sambut birthday je pun.dengan perempuan pulak tu ..mamamia~~sejak bila mak aku anti-pompuan neh ?hailaaa~bila kata na balik rumah,dia kata ta payah.bila kata nak keluar,dia kata tak boleh .mak syg intan payung,nanti saya mati kebosanan disini .ptuiiihhh ,mana de orang kat Palam penah mati macam tu .

nak siapkan presentation sebab isnin nanti dah present .would be off from Palam for two days :)

p/s : May Allah bless our days and Alhamdulillah for the CR info ^^

To HIM i rely on.

Bismillahirahmanirrahim.

Assalamualaikum WBT n hi .

this morning,I am totally hoping last night was a nightmare but now,I realize I have to face the truth.For the last time I check my android is one minute ago for the 38 times.it is not I don't want to be better.but to start it,sooooo hard..a girl make decision to break up to grow up better..and she do take time to be strong enough and slowly give up on the love that she carried for 1 and a half year.

I did the first step.to break the relationship and Allah SWT open my heart to think about the future.What would be if he becomes my hubby?He will always like that.because,I know him..He kept trying to change but it didn't happen to become true.and,I won't just sit here just to worry about my future.

yes,I am disappointed .

but,I know enough how strong I could be .I used to be strong and I'll be stronger.there's a time that I would give up on this thing.and,when the times come,I could count on Allah SWT to protect me.I trust that HE won't walk away from me..

okay.fullstop.

my friend,raja was having her 19 birthday :) so,I think that I would hang out with her at TS to celebrate her birthday.hehe what is more important than a friend kan ?

and,

my beloved sue,is a lucky person.She got SPA :D I am jealous of her but now,hehe feels happy ^^ Allah SWT knows better and to HIM I rely on.May Allah bless her~

p/s : tonight,Fatimah Syarha is coming to Palam.there's an event called "mencari kawan sejati" .then,it might be good for me.yeahh..after all,Allah SWT do want to see me change.I bet that is true.why ?because HE love me ^__________^

p/s/s : true love is a love where you put Allah SWT at the first place :) be strong~

CR topics

Bismillahirahmanirrahim.
Assalamualaikum n hi :)

topik malam ni : hyperthyroidism

hyperthyroidism a.k.a overactive thyroid occurs when the thyroid gland makes too much thyroid hormones.and to be noted ,thyroid gland is important organ of the endocrine system (tempat produce hormon-hormon dalam badan manusia ler) and located in front of the neck,just below the voice box.

thyroid gland produce 2 hormones which is, thyroxine (T4) and triiodothyronine (T3).the hormones is used to control the way of every cells in the body uses energy.

this disease occurs when the thyroid releases too much of it hormones over a acute (short) or chronic (long) period of time.

punca slash penyebab slash causes :

• getting too much iodine 
• graves diseases (ni penyakit apa entah but it worsen the condition of the hyperthyroidism)
• inflammation (thyroiditis) due to viral infections
• taking large amounts of thyroid hormones
• ovaries slash testes tumors

Symptoms :

• difficulty concentrating (ohh saya ada ni -.-" concentrate je rasa macam na tido .hehe)
• fatigue
• frequent bowel movt.
• Goiter (thyroid gland yang membesar..err yang jelas kelihatan)
• heat intolerance
• increase appetite
• increase sweating
• nervousness (everyday.hailaaaa ..masalah betol)
• weight loss (rarely weight gain)

for the treatment,there's only three ways. first, take anti-hydroid  medications. 2nd, radioactive iodine. 3rd, surgery. for the 2nd and 3rd choice, you must take thyroid hormone replacement pills for the rest of your life.

so,take care of your thyroid glands :)

p/s : I got many diseases to read and I got this one for my presentation. and what make it a disaster, I can't recall the last semester topic. Ohh now I know the hikmah for failing two papers. well, my friend cry out when I said I carry 25 credit hours for this semester. yes I know,but still I want to make a move.It is no use to postpone.

p/s/s : ada satu topik lagi, cushing's syndrome .it can be save for the next time.weeeeeeeeeeee~

May Allah bless us.

till then,

au revoir ^___^

Dari awak untuk saya :')

Bismillahirahmanirrahim.
Assalamualaikum and hi~

deep breath ;') permohonan supaya diri ditenangkan telah dihantar kepada Tuhan sekalian alam.Ini hadiah,istimewa ditujukan kepada saya.Ini hadiah,yang ta pernah lagi orang bagi.Ini kali pertama,n for sure,it for the last.

"Dalam hidup kadang-kadang kita menyesal..bila dah kena,baru menyesal..kdg2,dah menyesal,tp buat lagi kesilapan yang sama..awak selalu sedih,tapi kalau awak perasan,awak sedih sebab awak selalu buat kesilapan yang sama..dan awak susah sangat nak ambik iktibar dari apa yang berlaku..kita,dulu kita ingat takpe.kita ada nak tolong kalau awak buat kesilapan yang sama lagi..Tak siap kerja rumah BEL?takpe,kita boleh tolong siapkan..duit takde?kita nak bagi..Malas nak buat surat and faks?kita boleh tolong buat..B,kita nak tolong buat semua tu..setiap perkara dalam hidup awak kalau boleh kita nak tolong..Kalau boleh biar kita mengandung bukan awak..tapi,tak semua benda kita boleh buat untuk awak..Kita tak boleh studykan untuk awak.apa yang kita boleh buat?kurangkan mesej dengan awak masa kelas.sekurang-kurangnya awak boleh fokus..bukan mudah untuk kita kurangkan,kadang-kadang kalau awak mesej ,kita mesti balas,n kalau awak jawab okay je pun,kita faham sebab awak tengah kelas atau tengah busy..kita takde niat nak mengungkit tapi kita rasa kita kena bagitau untuk buat awak sedar..awak pernah sedih sebab pa takde duit untuk bayar bil,tapi awak beli makanan mahal-mahal dan awak tak habis makan bagaikan hidup awak selama ni sentiasa senang..itu yang kita nak maksudkan,dan bukan kita mengungkit sebab kita tangkai jering..kita harap awak faham..awak taknak dimarahi,kita faham tu,tapi kali ni awak perlu dimarahi..kita harap awak boleh bangun dan sedar"

mesej ni panjang,dan ditukar pada multimedia.saya download ni semalam tapi airmata tu dari semalam hingga hari ni taknak kering.

deep.deep.deep breath~apply semua breathing yang lect ajar.

awak menaip mesej melulu.kelmarin,saya contact awak pada waktu rehat~

boleh saya tanya?siapa yang ajar awak mesej tak pakai otak ?awak selalu buat dulu baru fikir.awak selalu macam tu.saya bukan benda yang awak boleh buat eksperimentasi,saya manusia.

awak boleh pergi mampos.

pesanan penaja : tak payah lah nak nasihat sangat kalau tak tahu cara.buat lembut-lembut suda.aku bukannya jiwa jantan yang egois yang kau boleh ajak bertumbuk~

A little morning wish

Bismillahirahmanirrahim.
Assalamualaikum n hi.

If you wanna be happy,then be - Leo Tolstoy

hey,do grateful okay.and,I tried :')
start yr day with smile ^______________________^

• au revoir

Be thoughtful okay.

Bismillahirahmanirrahim.

Assalamualaikum WBT n salut~

Now and then I think of the times you screwed me over,

but had me believing it always something that I'd done

I don't wanna live that way

Reading into every words you say.

mencuri masa sebenarnya .esok ada kuiz dan Pn. Fadia nak tengok notes.saya memang hebakk lah kalau dapat buat dua sekaligus.saya ada masalah dengan BEL.biasanya takde,tapi kali ni ada.I'm part of boys group T.T masalah sebenarnya..err saya tak pernah berbual bicara semesra alam pun dengan mereka.boleh tak,tamo masuk kelas ?homaii homaii~esok BEL pagi-pagi buta lagi.

p/s : If you ask me how I'm doing,I'll just say that I'm doing fine.

au revoir.

1st thought

Bismillahirahmanirrahim.

Assalamualaikum Wbt.

I want to remind myself about Leo Tolstoy,

If you wanna be happy,then be.

*pembakar inspirasi.weeeeeee~*

err maybe I should tell you that this is my daily online diary.please don't be irritated if I write some rubbish here :D

p/s : till then,may Allah SWT bless all of us.au revoir :D