To HIM i rely on.

Bismillahirahmanirrahim.

Assalamualaikum WBT n hi .

this morning,I am totally hoping last night was a nightmare but now,I realize I have to face the truth.For the last time I check my android is one minute ago for the 38 times.it is not I don't want to be better.but to start it,sooooo hard..a girl make decision to break up to grow up better..and she do take time to be strong enough and slowly give up on the love that she carried for 1 and a half year.

I did the first step.to break the relationship and Allah SWT open my heart to think about the future.What would be if he becomes my hubby?He will always like that.because,I know him..He kept trying to change but it didn't happen to become true.and,I won't just sit here just to worry about my future.

yes,I am disappointed .

but,I know enough how strong I could be .I used to be strong and I'll be stronger.there's a time that I would give up on this thing.and,when the times come,I could count on Allah SWT to protect me.I trust that HE won't walk away from me..

okay.fullstop.

my friend,raja was having her 19 birthday :) so,I think that I would hang out with her at TS to celebrate her birthday.hehe what is more important than a friend kan ?

and,

my beloved sue,is a lucky person.She got SPA :D I am jealous of her but now,hehe feels happy ^^ Allah SWT knows better and to HIM I rely on.May Allah bless her~

p/s : tonight,Fatimah Syarha is coming to Palam.there's an event called "mencari kawan sejati" .then,it might be good for me.yeahh..after all,Allah SWT do want to see me change.I bet that is true.why ?because HE love me ^__________^

p/s/s : true love is a love where you put Allah SWT at the first place :) be strong~