I know I know.
So today, I had a heated argument with Bae. We argue about faith between a narrow minded and open minded. If you know me, I am a traditionalist, most of all the time, I used tradisional way. I think I will be the traditional parent (no fun, nag) and Bae is somewhat a modernist (is that a correct term? Wait. Is it even a term?)
So the fight take place and being a hot-tempered bitch, Melor sure know how to make Bae feel upset. We ended up going home rather than buying some food. I am actually so hungry as I write this.
The fight goes on and bae keep nagging. And all he said this time sounds correct for me. Out of nowhere, I told him about my depression and those episode of breaking down. And I told him the truth that I am crazy. I might be a crazy bitch experiencing major depressive disorder. Fuck.
Just for a little note, I might be not really crazy since I received no treatment from doctor and no official diagnosis. I THINK I MIGHT NOT CRAZY AND HAD CHANCES TO KEEP BEING NORMAL.
I'LL FIND A WAY.
BUT.. THE MOST POSSIBLE IS TO KEEP ALL THOSE THOUGHTS AND EPISODES ONLY IN YOU AND NOT TELLING ANYONE MIGHT BE HELPING ALOT 😂 #Melortips #Idonotwantpeopletoknowaboutthis #Idonotwantmyfriendstorunaway
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