21 May, 2017

Argument 2

It was a tough week.

We are fighting all over again. Part of me said I'm the one at fault. I'm the one who start this argument. I'm the one should be held accountable for this argument. But other part of me said it is good to tell him what I feel. He understand what I want but he choose to ignore it, repeatedly and it become his habit. To ignore when I nags, to ignore when I get angry, to ignore when I'm sad... the keyword is ignore.

We were fighting through a phone call. and it went out of control, I start cursing, I start comparing, I start talking nonsense, I start to spill everything and it ended with him saying good bye. We start to text each other (trying to say our on opinion) and both of us said sorry but it won't stop. We didn't stop.

He said he needs time. and he didn't reply to my morning text.

I guess both of us need time. Perhaps the best way to avoid more fights is by avoiding each other and taking a little break.

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