short ramble

I think it has been a long time since my last blog post. There are too much things happened but I can't tell them all but mostly are something that makes me frustrated so I guess there is no use to rant about that here. I'm getting nearer to the end of semester 4 while other people are having fun with friend I had fun with my boyfriend and of course, lots of arguments,

I'm trying to get 3.5 this semester but my medical record subject.. um I don't know. It's hard and I'm struggling alot too. Lots of assignment and procrastination.

I thought I can just suppressed my sadness inside me and no one would know or realise about it.. It's hard. Sometimes I just exploded for tiny teeny thing. I'm not doing well but I don't feel like telling it to anyone. Is that bad?