I want to write something here.
Just something, unfortunately nothing come up to my mind. As I have no talent in writing and this is just my live journal, so let's write some trivial things.
First, your Melor work as a clerk in a small chinese company. Weird huh? It's been two month. So far, it feels okay. 99% employees are chinese but good thing is they're not racist. My salary isn't great but I'm not expecting more than that I guess. I want to stay at least a year at that company if I can and if I am able to bear with my negative feeling. lol
Second, you know there will always be a moment where my live stuck at one point. stagnant. I have some financial struggle and believe me I tried everything I can, I thought of every ways. All ends with .. nothing. I want to give up. Actually, I already give up. I already did my best. I already tried to find a way. I tried. really..
Let's just go with the flow and see what is God plan for us.
Third, my mental health is getting better. At least, I feel that way. The worst I've ever feel nowadays, I want to give up. No less No more than that. No suicidal thought. I just want to live quietly, away from any problems and die peacefully after spending this long live. Ain't that nice?
I don't even bother to think about those problems anymore.
like, if I have money I'll give you. If not, nothing I could offer.
Fourth, I will be watching sad movies tonight. I'll be posting movie thoughts a lot. I think.. so stay tuned! lol
I think that's all I want to update.
p/s : I think .. nahh. I'll just keep this one in my mind.
Just something, unfortunately nothing come up to my mind. As I have no talent in writing and this is just my live journal, so let's write some trivial things.
First, your Melor work as a clerk in a small chinese company. Weird huh? It's been two month. So far, it feels okay. 99% employees are chinese but good thing is they're not racist. My salary isn't great but I'm not expecting more than that I guess. I want to stay at least a year at that company if I can and if I am able to bear with my negative feeling. lol
Second, you know there will always be a moment where my live stuck at one point. stagnant. I have some financial struggle and believe me I tried everything I can, I thought of every ways. All ends with .. nothing. I want to give up. Actually, I already give up. I already did my best. I already tried to find a way. I tried. really..
Let's just go with the flow and see what is God plan for us.
Third, my mental health is getting better. At least, I feel that way. The worst I've ever feel nowadays, I want to give up. No less No more than that. No suicidal thought. I just want to live quietly, away from any problems and die peacefully after spending this long live. Ain't that nice?
I don't even bother to think about those problems anymore.
like, if I have money I'll give you. If not, nothing I could offer.
Fourth, I will be watching sad movies tonight. I'll be posting movie thoughts a lot. I think.. so stay tuned! lol
I think that's all I want to update.
p/s : I think .. nahh. I'll just keep this one in my mind.
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