Day 2 Without Bae : Dinda

apa khabar dinda
lama tak jumpa
rasanya hampir dua purnama
rindu didada tak siapa yang tahu

dinda jauh di sana
jauh dimata
namun dihari sentiasa ada
menemani dikala gundah gulana

dinda kanda pergi hanya
seketika cuma
inikan semua demi
masa depan kita

dinda jangan marah - marah
takut nanti lekas tua
kanda setia orangnya
takkan pernah mendua

dari jutaan bintang
dinda paling gemerlapan
dari segenap wanita
dindalah yang paling menawan

Live Update for Nov

I want to write something here.

Just something, unfortunately nothing come up to my mind. As I have no talent in writing and this is just my live journal, so let's write some trivial things.

First, your Melor work as a clerk in a small chinese company. Weird huh? It's been two month. So far, it feels okay. 99% employees are chinese but good thing is they're not racist. My salary isn't great but I'm not expecting more than that I guess. I want to stay at least a year at that company if I can and if I am able to bear with my negative feeling. lol

Second, you know there will always be a moment where my live stuck at one point. stagnant. I have some financial struggle and believe me I tried everything I can, I thought of every ways. All ends with .. nothing. I want to give up. Actually, I already give up. I already did my best. I already tried to find a way. I tried. really..

Let's just go with the flow and see what is God plan for us.

Third, my mental health is getting better. At least, I feel that way. The worst I've ever feel nowadays, I want to give up. No less No more than that. No suicidal thought. I just want to live quietly, away from any problems and die peacefully after spending this long live. Ain't that nice?

I don't even bother to think about those problems anymore.

like, if I have money I'll give you. If not, nothing I could offer.

Fourth, I will be watching sad movies tonight. I'll be posting movie thoughts a lot. I think.. so stay tuned! lol

I think that's all I want to update.

p/s : I think .. nahh. I'll just keep this one in my mind.