School Update

I swear I am in panicking mode right now. Tbh I have to submit my research and intern report tomorrow night and I have not finished writing it yet. I think I cannot make it.

Good bye graduating first class 😔

Pre-Innocent Melor

And as the title say..

I was on of the most unattractive girl (during middle and high school). I am the gurl with eerie vibe in which you wanna avoid weird people like me. I almost had no friend but luckily my childhood friends are attending the same school as mine. They stayed through thick and thin eventhough they often call me "psycho". Well, friend always tease each other

Melor is insane

Dear diary,

I supposedly feel happy. I secure a job, I'm on my way to the end of Degree live, I enjoyed my day with bae (everyday) and I hardly hit by large things that require sacrifice except for money.

But now, I am feeling tired. Too tired to live too tired to move my limbs are powerless.

My thesis process are halted. I hardly showed any progress. My intern report still unfinished. My weight keep increasing like an obese. I might be one if I take this lightly.

I am trying to stay sane, to stay relevant, to stay happy. I'm afraid if I can't control this feeling.

I lost appetite and do not know what to eat. But when I eat, I make sure I eat the whole bowl. Haihhh.. this feeling sucks.

Pray for melor please. I don't want to have any meltdown. I don't have time for that 😔