I think one of the hardest thing in live is being able to control our heart, our desire and making out a better live from that.
The worst feature of my heart also my innate drive is it's indecisive thus I'm full with regret.
I'm regretting most of my choice and had a miserable live.
Regrets ain't beautiful, in my opinion.
But since it's all in the past, why do you want to torture yourself for something that already happened? Might enjoying the live as well and feels happy rather than blaming yourself for years.
My bae already work for almost a year and I will be in my last year of degree. So this 2017 is my last year to be a student. I hope it would be nice and great regardless how hard all of the subjects. hehe I would like to enjoy and remember all the moment.
*My Semester 4 result will be available on 17th. I hope my cgpa can increase abit. Sedih tahu tak tgk result exam last semester. Rasa nak nangis meraung... huwaaa..
One more thing, I think we can get married on 2020 as planned. ahahahahaha nampak tak mira gatai sampai tahap pikir kawen. Obviously we want to get married ASAP but considering my status as a student and the wedding would rely solely on our money, I guess we need to be realistic :) (DONT WORRY, IT'S A SMALL WEDDING CEREMONY)
I hope things are going to be smooth with nothing major happen. Minor bump is acceptable tho ^^
bits of 2017:
Bae share something shocking and I can't comprehend why. kahkahkah.. We talk about his friends and tbh they're all doing fine. they aren't jobless and they have gf. So I ask him whether his friends know about me (EXCUSE ME, WE'VE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 6 FREAKING YEARS. YOUR FRIENDS NEED TO KNOW ME.) and he told me....
Yes, they know about you. But I can't show your picture to 'em. I'm afraid if they see you, they would be interested on you.
Believe me, I laugh at it. Tbh I'm not pretty and the worst is, I'm not intellectual enough. I like to talk about unimportant and boring stuff. I can't speak in english (I hate myself for this). I am so plain that I think no one except for bae to be interested on me. HAHAHAHA WHATEVER, YOU CAN GET MY POINT DON'T YOUUUUU?????
Hihihi bae can stop feeling insecure now :p
p/s: I ask him to buy whitening supplement for me and if this work nicely, I can be snow white in no time. ekekekkee
The worst feature of my heart also my innate drive is it's indecisive thus I'm full with regret.
I'm regretting most of my choice and had a miserable live.
Regrets ain't beautiful, in my opinion.
But since it's all in the past, why do you want to torture yourself for something that already happened? Might enjoying the live as well and feels happy rather than blaming yourself for years.
My bae already work for almost a year and I will be in my last year of degree. So this 2017 is my last year to be a student. I hope it would be nice and great regardless how hard all of the subjects. hehe I would like to enjoy and remember all the moment.
*My Semester 4 result will be available on 17th. I hope my cgpa can increase abit. Sedih tahu tak tgk result exam last semester. Rasa nak nangis meraung... huwaaa..
One more thing, I think we can get married on 2020 as planned. ahahahahaha nampak tak mira gatai sampai tahap pikir kawen. Obviously we want to get married ASAP but considering my status as a student and the wedding would rely solely on our money, I guess we need to be realistic :) (DONT WORRY, IT'S A SMALL WEDDING CEREMONY)
I hope things are going to be smooth with nothing major happen. Minor bump is acceptable tho ^^
bits of 2017:
Bae share something shocking and I can't comprehend why. kahkahkah.. We talk about his friends and tbh they're all doing fine. they aren't jobless and they have gf. So I ask him whether his friends know about me (EXCUSE ME, WE'VE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 6 FREAKING YEARS. YOUR FRIENDS NEED TO KNOW ME.) and he told me....
Yes, they know about you. But I can't show your picture to 'em. I'm afraid if they see you, they would be interested on you.
Believe me, I laugh at it. Tbh I'm not pretty and the worst is, I'm not intellectual enough. I like to talk about unimportant and boring stuff. I can't speak in english (I hate myself for this). I am so plain that I think no one except for bae to be interested on me. HAHAHAHA WHATEVER, YOU CAN GET MY POINT DON'T YOUUUUU?????
Hihihi bae can stop feeling insecure now :p
p/s: I ask him to buy whitening supplement for me and if this work nicely, I can be snow white in no time. ekekekkee
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