Sometimes a girl can only picture the life she wants in her mind and live on the life in the sweetest dream she ever have. I guess emotional instability play a role in shaping a dream thus it becomes comfortable. Yes, escapism through the dream. It's good when we lead the live we ever dream out even tho not all the character played by the same people, be it family or boyfriend. When I had argument with anybody.. my mind tend to alter the fact of the character and usually it replaced the character with other people. Or change the person who play the character in real live. perhaps it is my sweet revenge :)
Ah.. my words are getting tangled. I'm sorry, I'm never good in writing my feeling or trying to tell a story.
As I watch myself grows up, I think it becomes more negative. It seems like I cannot see anything special about me. As days passed by, my confidence level had been at the lowest point. Nowadays I can't even do presentation and get good marks. The truth is I screw up my third semester..
I don't even think I screw up because it really happened. Now, I shall lower my expectation towards my performance..... I can never get ANC.
I'm a dumb girl with few friends and leading pathetic live.
Ah.. my words are getting tangled. I'm sorry, I'm never good in writing my feeling or trying to tell a story.
As I watch myself grows up, I think it becomes more negative. It seems like I cannot see anything special about me. As days passed by, my confidence level had been at the lowest point. Nowadays I can't even do presentation and get good marks. The truth is I screw up my third semester..
I don't even think I screw up because it really happened. Now, I shall lower my expectation towards my performance..... I can never get ANC.
I'm a dumb girl with few friends and leading pathetic live.
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