21 July 2018

As hard and depressed the situation to me,

I would like to update you guys about my live.

I had no job. Idk what to do. Obviously I'm lost.

Bae told me not to worry but I'm feeling anxious.. being here with him, with no financial income. I'm afraid if anything happened to him, and then I'll need my second plan.

Our wedding will take place soon and yet Im not buying anything.

so pathetic.