We are always go out for dinner, it is still a date. I try to look as best as I can (simple make up with my favorite dress). However, it just stop right there. Last night, he told me "he's willing to treat me, something fancy, whatever I want to eat". And so, I wear my make up, I almost looks like soap opera actress.. oh well. And the best outfit I can. Even put an effort on my tudung style. It was hard, but I manage to pull off the look. He said he had lots of things to do and so he will come and pick me up at 8.
8 p.m. and he didnt text. I took that as a sign he's driving and I went down to my condominium park. I ask him "where are you?" and the best answer he can give me was "I am at the office" he said sorry and he come to me nearly 9 pm.
I was thinking, should I scold him or not? He's working hard and all that's for me. But knowing me, I'm not a forgiving person.
Instead of scolding him, I decided to rebel in a smaller way. I didnt eat what I wanna eat and end up with Nasi goreng ikan masin. I cry so hard (in my heart) because I want to eat chicken but but but he needs to know I'm not okay with all this... and yes, I ate Nasi Goreng Ikan Masin last night. Im so mad and my make up suddenly looks weird. WOMAN, YOU ARE EATING NASI GORENG IKAN MASIN WITH SUCH A FANCY LOOKS . Lol
But at the end, I move on. I forgave him.
Tonight, I just had the best night out ever. I was wearing white blouse that I hate because it makes me look bigger and fatter. It makes me feel unattractive. In addition, no make up at all. And no skin care too 😭
But, after a long time.. he was amazed. He had this shiny and such big eyes looking at me. He had this unbelivable expression, he was shocked. And I don't know why he's staring at me like this is our first date (he used to stare at me like that)..
And after I get in the car, he said "You're the prettiest girl ever. And you look so pretty in this blouse" 😂😂 and I kid you not, that was a PLAIN WHITE BLOUSE.
And we went to Paradigm, we eat toppoki and ice cream and malteaser. The only thing I truly like is the ice cream and he know me so well. Hahahahahaha no wonder he never want to buy me the chocolate and toppoki, IDONTLIKETHEM 😅
I just had the best dinner date ever. I had the best boyfriend in the world. I had a blessful night.
Thank you for keeping up with me inc my fussy palate, picky eater, high maintenance, whiny bitch and so on. God knows I can't get other people who can be better than you. I love you syg! 💑
