I feel confuse and I lose my steadiness.
I start pretty fast but now
I'm losing the pace.
Idk if I can catch up with the other but it seems like I'm the only one who stray from the track.
It's funny how God flip the table in short period of time thus give you a reminder how powerful He is.
I'm abit shock but the only reason why God give me a reminder because I did something wrong
maybe I miss something and that makes Him angry.
I love how God show His mercy towards me.
It's a soft reminder compared to the previous one.
I'm going home tomorrow and let's try to rationalize and plant optimist characteristic inside me.
also the competitive side.
till then, I shall put my heart at ease.
until I settle everything and things fall into places.
Happy eidul adha everyone.
much love from me ^^