28 June, 2015

A string

Between a man and a woman,
There is a string attached to them.

Woman:

From the first time I meet you, I carved your name in my heart.
The first time I see you, I fall for you.
For each step I take, I pray for courage to touch your heart.
Smoothly, our relationship went smooth until one day..

A love confession.

Man:

"Perhaps we're not meant for each other. This is absurd."
I only can let out an awkward laugh, but it seems like she is fine with it.
Her face still as bright as usual.
Her pale lips is still smiling to me.

One heart is broken.
And that's all what it takes to cut the string attached to both of them.

If the saying "what goes around comes around" is true perhaps we should avoid breaking other people heart. The pain from being rejected won't disappear in a day, it stay forever with the scar. A nasty scar..

There is one way to ease the level of pain.

Fall in love again. It doesn't matter if he reappeared right before your eyes, because the heart already forget the pain as you have someone to catch you if you fall.

It hurt. to fall alone and drown into your sadness.

The string had been cut down.
A man and a woman.
One broken heart.

I pray hard for you, for the string attach you to other man. This will be the last man when he heard out your love confession, he is more than happy to make you as his bride.

For that one man, the one and only. you'll never meet someone like her again and you'll be missing her real bad but I wish for you to feel happy and soon meet your bride to be.

Because when you cut the string,
it may take years to reattach it.

18 June, 2015

Random.

I really think that no one will likes me if they can see the real me.. This is random, after stalking someone. I guess I'm too far from perfection and got too many weaknesses that I tried to cover.

I hope you can forgive me when you realized my true colors. I hope you can see that it is hard for me too.

15 June, 2015

Little thing called love.

The first time I watch the little thing called love, it reminds me to my high school year but sadly live is not a fairytale, so I'm still as ugly as usual. Puberty didn't change me much but I get uglier annually.

I didn't watch it for the second time as for me, one time is enough since I still remember the details. I think if I watch it again and again, the love in the air feelings won't come back but as I reminiscence about it, I still can feel the magic tho.

Maybe I'm not as lucky as Nam, my crush know about my feeling for 5 years but nothing happen. But I guess, that is the meaning of puppy love. You fall for him, unknowingly you try to chase him. At the end, you got nothing and moving on. It is one sided love, what do you expect from that? I fall for him on my first sight. I am too young back then.

My high school story not as colorful as you but I guess, I'm satisfied with that. Sape hidup dia warna warni sangat?

I got a boyfie but it takes a little time to fall for him. He got the aura of aku-budak-pandai-kau-pandai? and he already fall for someone. And the whole batch knows about that except for me, that I know about it abit late when he, himself tell me and asking for help. it is quite funny but he got rejected, k I couldn't stop laughing.

It have been 4 years and few months that we know each other, and everytime I remember about us, there is tingling feeling. I love it like that :) and like you said, being different does not mean anything. Compatibility isn't rely solely on similarity right? I'm sorry for creating distance over the petty things, im too insecure kan?

Our relationship start off based on the proximity, but it isn't limited to that. I still pray for you to like my taste of music tho. Haha i know that you find it weirds but sometime, can't you just bear with it and talk about something I like? But I still like you despite all the differences ^^

Btw, good luck for your final syg!

Ps : got no ideas anymore
Pss : I can see the genting lights from here and suddenly your face keep lingering in my mind, I miss you :')

09 June, 2015

kotak hati

Tak usah kau terangkan ku tahu
Potret wajahmu di setiap penjuru
curahkan deritamu padaku
biarku rasa apa yang kau lalu

terang terang
bersama rasa sayang
ku biarkan kau terbang
terang terang
sudut kecil ku isi
untuk senyuman mu lagi

Berbaring renung kita ke bulan
lagu yang ku tulis ku nyanyikan
lagu cinta tentang kita berdua
yang kan kita kenangi hingga tiba masa

03 June, 2015

Ex best friend

A best friend, no matter how many nasty awful things he did, you can't easily replace him with other people.

An ex best friend stay in our mind because we miss his care, concern, attention and if we didn't miss him, we don't ramble his name. Deep down, we wish he will come back.

02 June, 2015

Always remember.

Always remember where you belong so it can reminds you to your goals and avoid misleading.

Works harder. It's the only way to ensure the future will be brighter than the present and the past.

Try your best and Allah Swt will do the rest.