School rant

It is the third week of studying yet it feel so long and tiring. To walk over places and didn't find classes, to register and realise we've got to drop this subject and exchange it with other subject, the blended class that I'm not even understand what the purpose is, to have great and nice lecturers and to have a spoiler one like "shut up, you're not allowed to buy your tickets in Friday" (because we've got blended class till 9.20 pm) meanwhile the other lecturers said "I understand your feeling so we make an adjustment so you can go home already in friday. big yeay" ....

Welcome back to the Student live after a year of hiatus. I'm seeing this as a stage for me to change myself. It's a second chance that I beg Allah SWT to give it to me. It's the second chance that I got, to set up my own stage, to change what I need, to look the world in other perspective and to make a closure to the previous failure. It's too much that I need to change but 3 years ain't short period. And the changing process of becoming that someone is a continuous process that I've to be istiqamah in my doing.

I meet with my junior and it seems that I just realise I don't love this course as much as I love Physiotherapy and I'm not ready to make a confession. That's probably because I still not familiar with this course. I'm sure one day I'll be proud to say that I'm a student under FBM (*shout out loud my course*)

There's alot to rant but I have no idea to convey it in words and make it less boring. whatudu.. I'm a dull person. haha

I need to sleep. My class start 8.30 am and goes all the way to 4.00 pm.

Good night and May Allah SWT bless you whoever you are, whenever you are and for whatsoever reason you end up reading this boring post. Cheer up buddy ^^

To the apple of my eyes.

"To achieve success is never an accident. It is always the result of intelligent effort"

As a student that encounter countless failure, I have my own style to boost my motivation. One of it is spending time talking to a clever person that didn't insult ur intelligence level. I chose yassin. He amaze me every time with his nerdy answer and stupid relationship target. And when I need a boost, talking to him makes myself feel better. He is my comfort-spiritual- booster-person-that-kinda-weird-actually.

I don't know how he put up with my childish act for years and still longing to be with me. Is this too lovey dovey for you? Haha.

He'll be going back to Oz tonight and I promise to myself to not being a crybaby. He go there for the future and I'm here for good. One day, we'll meet again. I hope at that time, both of us grow up alot (which I really looking forward for me to be abit taller and for you to be as skinny as the first time we met)

I wish you all the best on your final year. Be one of the best. And worry not, everything are going to turn out great. Your thesis, your life, your study. I pray hard for you to be a shining star, to light up the sky when the sun goes down. K macam ayat apetah dah tu..

This is an appreciation post for the one and only, that stand by my side through ups and downs and still being my strong supporter till now. For you, who actually did a good job in giving me the reason to live on. Giving me something to treasure and actually feel loved.

I know this post is abit cheesy but my point is to thank you for all you did and I'm looking forward to see how our future gonna be.

I'll wait for you :)