heart talk.

frustrated with someone and I can't do anything. Can't say anything. because every move I make is a rebel in their eyes. Everytime she provoke me and then says "haa marah lah tu" .. You know that I'm angry and you keep provoking me, and till I get mad and you say you are joking with me. chill tahi kau..

Why do you keep doing all of those frustrating things? I CAN'T UNDERSTAND YOU AND I HATE YOU FOR BEING AN ASSHOLE.

Haih, I'd write up some pretty harsh words but nahh not going to publish it. Gila kau. Nak sangat ya tempah tiket masuk neraka. tak pasal-pasal. I just hate em all.

I've got some offers to Uni but I guess I got no mood to write about that. UiTM result will get out in 30th let's pray for the best. Lets it be far away with total stranger. I just want to be alone.

pray hard.

You are my everything.

I used to think that friends are everything but I'd change my mind when someone that I like (at the first moment) backstabbing me. It hurts like hell. Well, the past is past but lesson learnt. Friends are not my everything anymore and I'm not willing to do anything more than they give to me. I come up with second hypothesis that my lover is my everything. Without him, everything is dull. But again.. He prove that my hypothesis is rubbish. Layak ditongsampahkan saja. When I do this much for you, I hope you are willing to do this much for me but human are different. He only can talk but when I ask him to walk the talk, he can't. I come up with the third hypothesis which is I bet it's the best. Myself is the most important, is my everything, is the ones I need to care. Backstabber, friend, lover, family, they all have their own lives which is not including you 24/7. Please love yourself more and move on.

Bak kata bae, hidup dia bukannya hadap tab 24 jam dan chat dengan aku. Banyak lagi benda lain.

Love yourself more because people lied when they say you are their number one. No people can be as stupid as you who put other people at the highest place. Now they're not coming down.

P/s : This isn't a sad depressing post =.=

Posted via Blogaway